Testing Depression:
A journey through severe depression, hospitalization, and medication.

 

If this is your first time here, you might want to read in reverse order, from the beginning. "Testing Depression" is my true story about being hospitalized for depression.

A quick summary up to this point:

I arrived at the hospital in a police car. I was examined by the entry nurse, and then by a doctor on the unit. I met two nurses, Meg and Dorothy, and two other patients, Charlie and Louisa. I was on fifteen-minute checks. I struggled to remember the causes of my depression. My only medication at this point was Ortho-Tricyclen (birth control pills).

April 21, 2005

Waiting for the Doctor

A knock on the partly-open door startled me and brought me out of my thoughts.

“Aurora?” the voice asked.

“Come in,” I said. I quickly sat up in my bed, my back straight against the wall.

It was Meg the nurse. She stepped into the room. Standing beside the door, she said, “Dr. Mossman will be on the unit in a few minutes. He wants to meet you.”

“Sure,” I said.

“Just come to the main waiting area when you’re ready,” she said. She stepped back out of the room.

I got out of bed and put on my shoes. Then I turned off the lights in my room and went to the waiting room. There, I sat in a different chair from the one which I had waited in before.

As I waited for the doctor, I studied the whiteboard for the second time. It was more interesting now that my name was written on it.

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Note: I thought “Dr. Spaceman” sounded too silly, so I have now renamed my doctor as “Dr. Mossman”, from my mental comparison between him and green, soft moss.

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