Testing Depression:
A journey through severe depression, hospitalization, and medication.

 

If this is your first time here, you might want to read in reverse order, from the beginning. "Testing Depression" is my true story about being hospitalized for depression.

A quick summary up to this point:

I arrived at the hospital in a police car. I was examined by the entry nurse, and then by a doctor on the unit. I met two nurses, Meg and Dorothy, and two other patients, Charlie and Louisa. I was on fifteen-minute checks. I struggled to remember the causes of my depression. My only medication at this point was Ortho-Tricyclen (birth control pills).

June 30, 2005

Dressing Up For Dinner

Louisa closed the door to our room. She then closed the mini-blinds that covered the small rectangular window within the door.

“I’m going to change into something nice for dinner,” she said.

She turned toward the wall and proceeded to change into one of the outfits that she had laid out neatly on her bed. Still in bed, I closed my eyes to give her some privacy.

A few minutes later, I heard the door open. I looked up from the bed and saw that Louisa was dressed in a white blouse and flowery pants.

“You look nice,” I said. Her eyes widened, and she smiled insecurely. “You think so?” she asked.

“Yes,” I said. “I like the flowers.”

“Thank you,” she said, warmly.

Filed under: The Hospital — testing depression @ 2:47 am

1 Comment »

  1. just found your site, and I will be stopping by to read it now. I completely relate to what you say in your blog description about being ‘weighed down by secrets’.
    I have lots of half-buried memories of similar experiences, and you’ve got me thinking that perhaps I should write them down too. But when I think about it, it does feel a scary place to revisit….

    Comment by been broken — July 5, 2005 @ 8:14 am

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