Testing Depression:
A journey through severe depression, hospitalization, and medication.

 

If this is your first time here, you might want to read in reverse order, from the beginning. "Testing Depression" is my true story about being hospitalized for depression.

A quick summary up to this point:

I arrived at the hospital in a police car. I was examined by the entry nurse, and then by a doctor on the unit. I met two nurses, Meg and Dorothy, and two other patients, Charlie and Louisa. I was on fifteen-minute checks. I struggled to remember the causes of my depression. My only medication at this point was Ortho-Tricyclen (birth control pills).

August 9, 2005

Louisa Gives Me Time To Think

We ate together, though my mind was lost in thought throughout the meal. It was for the better, I thought, since Louisa seemed intent on capturing Charlie’s complete attention.

Charlie would ask me a question every now and then, and I would answer, and then the conversation would return to Louisa again for awhile, giving me some time to myself.

Neither Louisa nor Charlie asked me why I was in the hospital. It was a relief but also felt awkward. For those moments, the fact that we were all hospitalized together was irrelevant. We could have easily been dining together in a restaurant.

Except that we might not have known each other.

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